nyp's letter is here. gotta do sm medical checkup. should i go today/tmr. mmHmmmm, but the clinics are so faraway. and those unfamiliar places. hahahaha. sian -.- shld i get sm1 to acc me, hahaha. i wanna slp!

i havent been updating partly becus iv no time and umm ive nth to update. hahaha.
first of all, sorry Jac for not turning up! work ended late, i owe u one! Happy belated bday:D 

life is still the same. got my results, not that good but im still okay w it(: working almost everyday. only diff thing is that that im drifting away from where i should be >:( il move back, i will. okay, having headache over which course i should go to. Aunty Gee called to talk to me abt the poly courses cus she just read the papers. Sweet. Buttttttttttttttttttt, i was sleeping when she called so i wasnt thinking alot, haha. Im hungry now but i feel like sleeping. awwwwwwwww. today is gonna be boring cus its my off day. hahaha, super no life nowadays. havent talked to Mom, hmmmmmm. she decided not to call me anymore, i guess. put the blame on me, sheeeeesh. 3 more days for me to decide. gonna think real hard while i sleep! hahahaha. my lj is so dead idk whos reading!!!

i almost die during work today thks to the crowd. i can only see a few souls. man, i rather be busy. okay sounds wierd but ..ya. k made me laugh at him like nuts, cus of the way he does things. i only get to laugh after 9 becus thats th time shop closes. & i kept disturbing him cus ya sm1 is interested in him, uhm. anw, i finally saw Insyirah today aft many many yrs. okay, we talked and laughed as usual. shes another nice cousin(: she might be going to study in Shatec yo and Nadine going to Ny yo. N acc-ed me for a lil while before she left to the officeeeee(: it was hard to see the clock moves through the 8 hrs. :( im proud of myself i only had one pack of fried rice today..and sm sweets! im hungrrrrrrrry now. aunt Chris said i look slimmer now, *LAUGHS. 

I dont really like the fact that O levels ended and we're having our holidays. Im startg to miss sch days. yeah, and the fact that we dont have anymore girls meet ups. Everyone is busy w their own stuffs. Yeah, like all we talked abt b4 Os ended are just plain talkg. the things we planned. hahahaha, total uh dk hw t put it. I feel like playing ball now, I feel like watchg enchanted. i just feel so bored lah.
but on a happier note, HK trip is in plan (: 

God, turn dislike into like! 
you can ___ but you cant ___ this is very true, yknw. ive been keepg in my heart for quite some time. i really dont like this. I hate being used fyi. 

what a joke, why am i doing this when this is so stupid and childish. hahaha!
define friend. (:

EJ3 was awesome! it turned out better than what I expected. and the most wonderful thing is that I was once again assured that my DaddyGod is always w me, thankyou daddy! Not that I dont know la but I was always distracted by the different voices ard me. But I really experienced God and it was so real (: Like what all this camp is about, Encounter Jesus! (: I was really touched and I thank God for the godly friendship I have. :D and thank god for EG! I din really know anyone from EG on the first day cept for daryll and gina whom i talked to before. yeah, it was kinda diff f meat the start cus i felt really awkward and i really want to be in the same bus as Laura, Charlotte, Charis, and ya ppl i know!!! But I knw Jesus place me there for a reason yes :D It really turned out well lor, EG > blessing to meeeeeeeeeee!:D I dk whether I will still be attached to them not yeah hmm. oh yaaaaa, breakfast/lunch/dinner was all buffet for th camp! hahahaha, nice place nice food nice people. 5 days 4 nights seems long but it isnt!!! Iya, I dk what to say anymore but if i knw, i dont think i will put a stop to it. ahhh, gtg! update later!